My Interruption

So as I said in one of my previous posts, I stumbled upon a blog called Raising Up Stones and a post she had written about how God could be interrupting our day. I am a planner, I like things to go on time, I am a type A Personality in that. I understand kid's and such effect things and I have become very relaxed in understanding kid's might have different needs for the day. If you want to read her post you can find it here.


My husband and I just celebrated our 10 year anniversary and it was Amazing. I had been boiling a few weeks on thinking how certain things in my life had made me unhappy. It wasn't my marriage or my family it was a feeling of being stuck in away. So slowly I started going through thing by thing in my life to see what was creating the dark cloud over my blessed life. It wasn't long before I found it and then it was time for me to see "is this what I want or do I need something different" My son was actually one who said "Hey mom, this I have an issue with" It was in that moment God had been trying but I wasn't paying attention. So it was my son who he had show me the way. I will keep the subject private as for my son, he is still struggling and I am trying so hard to show him "HEY, this is okay to talk to me or your dad"

I cried a lot after his initial start of this long conversation. It at the time felt like I was adding one more thing to the pile, my child was having an issue and I didn't see it. For a few weeks I enclosed myself in and really thought long and hard. I have prayed and still I haven't found an answer so I am going to keep going. I can see that I have identified what is creating the dark cloud and I am happier day to day. My husband can see it and I can feel it.

In our lives the day to day can bog us down. Kids, jobs, daily commute, the home, chores, everything. If you find you are sad and feel alone, something needs to change. I was so unhappy and had been for a LONG LONG TIME. My husband and I are getting ready for another major change and being unhappy through it will make it 10 times harder.

I feel now that I am ready for somethings and this change I am working through is still a work in progress and might be for a little while. Which is totally okay and it's not a small one.

I am grateful now for my interruption it opened my eyes to something and I feel happier.

My post isn't related fully to Raising Up Stone's post but if I had really been in-tune with my faith, I bet I would have seen his interruptions a long time ago.